Race Report: Taking on THE KRAKEN (Puerto Rico 150+)
Ancient
greek mythology describes The Kraken
as a legendary sea monster of magnificent proportions that lived in the sea and
attacked ships and coastal villages. The
tales say that it dwelt off the coasts of Norway and Greenland . . . well, the
tales were wrong. The Kraken lives in
the Caribbean, and I experienced the beast in all its fury 3 weeks ago during a
51 hour battle with the beast.
This
is my race report for the PR150+ (www.puertorico150.com)
footrace traversing the island of Puerto Rico covering a distance of 185 miles
on asphalt with a total elevation change of 46,000’. It has been 3 weeks since my experience with The Kraken (my personal name for the
PR150+). I have purposefully waited to
write-up a race report, as I knew the experience warranted careful reflection
prior to sharing in the hopes that I could do the experience justice. It was a monster of a challenge, and not for
the weary of heart. So here goes . . .
I
still remember the moment that I first heard of the race. I was reading an article late at night about
Traci Falbo’s running accomplishments in late November 2014. In the article, I caught a statement that she
was planning to run across Puerto Rico with Joe Fejes in January 2015. I had met Joe a year earlier at Across the
Years when he ran against the great Yannis Kouros. I contacted Joe on FaceBook and was connected
with the Race Director of the PR150+, Luigi Dessy. I still remember writing the Race Director
and begging him to let me in. The
website said that the trans-island run was by invitation and if a person wanted
to apply their running resume needed to be significant. I lived in Puerto Rico for 6 years and I was
not going to be left out. I wrote in the
best Spanish I knew, shared all that I had accomplished as a runner and
human. Then, I prayed that it would be
enough for me to participate in the run.
Luigi
called me to talk about the race and my qualifications. When I spoke with Luigi he had a warm,
pleasant aura in his voice. I
immediately recognized that Luigi had the island in his heart. He is an amazing runner with many 100+ mile
finishes, including the Badwater 135; and, he is even a more amazing
person. He is caring, kind and
compassionate. We should all have more
Luigi in us. Getting back to the race
report, after an hour and a half conversation with Luigi, I learned that he was
going to let me compete in the race!
PR150+ Course Map traversing Puerto Rico |
As I
studied the race, I learned that this route had never been completed
before. The prior year Luigi did the
first trans-island crossing from the Eastern most point to the Western most
point logging 161 miles in 42 ½ hours.
This year the course was modified at the request of Charlie Engle (of Running the Sahara fame). More miles and more climbing was added to the
course. I also looked at the heat and
humidity and realized that a January race would be a shock to my system as I
live and train in Colorado. I reached
out to some of the best ultra-runners I know including Scott Gordon, Ed Ettinghausen and Mike Oliva . . . all of them told me this was a different type of monster than any of them had faced. The sheer 185 mile distance on all asphalt was a big concern, but all of
them came back to a concern with heat & humidity. Many had experienced dry heat, but there was
not much advice on heat & humidity in combination. The common piece of advice was “start slow,
real slow”. I knew at that point, I may
have bitten off more than I could chew – which is not a new thing in my life.
At
that moment, I had to summon up all my confidence, experience and courage to
create a plan of action. My plan was to
run long efforts, real long efforts. I
knew I also had to train on hard surfaces like concrete and asphalt. Gone would be soft grass and beautiful
mountain trail runs. Finally, I needed
to somehow train my body to adapt for the heat and humidity. Another challenge of this race was that it
would be “self-supported” . . . meaning, that the runner was responsible to
provide his/her food, drink and first aid for anything less than an
emergency. This meant I had to assemble
a crew.
L to R: Jason, Taylor, Maxine, Cindy |
My
crew ended up consisting of my Mom, Cindy Epstein, who has crewed me at all my
races since day one. My Aunt, Maxine
Chavez, who has decades of experience as a nurse and has crewed me in a 100
mile race and 72 hour race. My daughter
had intended to crew, although poor relations with her mother caused my
daughter to not be able to make the trip.
Finally, a co-worker of mine, Taylor Shain, at the Boulder Running
Company offered to join in for the adventure.
I remember receiving an e-mail from Taylor and reading in his signature
that he was a “cinematographer”. I asked
Taylor if he would be interested in creating a brief documentary of the run . .
. I wanted to have something to use at future speaking engagements and to try
to recruit some sponsors for some larger undertakings. Taylor graciously accepted and was excited to
film, crew and support the adventure.
Now it was time to train.
Training
consisted of a 100 mile run in November and a couple marathons, a 100 mile run
in December and a couple marathons, and a 45 mile run on January 1st
to celebrate the year I would turn 45 years old. There were many shorter distance running
sessions, strength training, swimming and biking. My 44 year old body held up well, and my HOKA
ONE ONE’s carried me through the training unscathed. I trained in Bondi Bs, Bondi 3s, Stinson
Trail and Cliftons. A month before the
race I began doing heat and humidity training.
I was training in Colorado where the temperatures were in the 30-40s and
almost no humidity and I was going to be racing in 85-90 degree temperatures
with 80%+ humidity. I went to my local
24 Hour Fitness and went directly to the steam room and hot tub. I would spend a minimum of an hour moving
between the two environments. I read
that heat above 70 degrees could increase your heart rate by 10 beats per
minute. I also learned that humidity
above 50% could increase your heart rate by an additional 10 beats per
minute. The reason for the increased
heart rate was because your body was trying to cool itself. The heart needed to work harder to get more
blood to your skin for cooling. I had
experience with the body cooling itself in dry hot environments. I knew I just needed to hydrate, replenish
electrolytes and avoid sun/heat stroke.
I did not know how my body would cool itself when it was constantly wet
(in a humid environment) and the moisture could not evaporate. I also couldn’t find any articles on how the
physiology worked.
My
heat & humidity training consisted of doing “step ups” in the steam room
for a 10 minute period to get my core heated up and heart rate up. Usually I could get 500 steps in that time
period at an easy pace. I would leave
the steam room, fill my water bottle with water and go immediately into the hot
tub immersed up to my neck. Sometimes I
would do “freestyle kicking”; other times I would just stretch or sit there and
sweat. After 10 minutes, I would refill
my water bottle and go back into the steam room to do more step ups. By this time, my heart rate was racing and I
was not able to bring it down. It
remained at a constant, uncomfortable rate due to the heat and humidity. Even when I did nothing, after 30 minutes of
being in the steam room and hot tub, my heart just surged. I suffered for the last 30 minutes of the
training session, believing that the last 30 minutes was about training my mind
to understand how not to quit when the environment was inhospitable. I believe the physiology of what I was doing
was to increase my capillary capacity.
By doing this 3-4 times a week for the month leading up to the race, it
was my hope that my body would form more capillaries near the skin so more
blood could be pumped to the surface and cooled more efficiently. I have no idea if the body could do this;
however, I do know that when you stress the body it reacts and compensates to
overcome stressors that are placed upon it.
After
a couple months of training, the time had come for travel to Puerto Rico. I had my kids the night before I left and we
spent quality time together. The morning
I was leaving, I walked my eldest daughter, Sierra, to the bus stop at 5:50
am. My son, Sage, and I ate breakfast
together and talked before he boarded the bus for school. Finally, I walked my youngest daughter,
Sofia, to school and she got me with a couple “slug-bugs.” I always miss my kids so much whenever I
travel to races. For this race, I made
us all a picture card with our Christmas Picture on the front and a picture
Sierra had drawn of “Stitch” that said “Ohana means family, and that means
nobody is left behind or forgotten.”
Finally
it was time to leave to the airport, and I was on my way back “home” to Puerto
Rico, to do battle with The Kraken. I had lived in Puerto Rico for 6 years while
I worked for GE. In my corporate years,
I was a Site Leader and General Manager for GE Capital in Puerto Rico. I had a team of over 200 people on the
island, and those were some of the best years of my life. I learned a lot from my time on the island,
and I was looking forward to being back with good friends and warm hearts. We stayed with one of my former work
colleagues, Desiree Anglada. She put all
four of us up at her home, and took a day off work to just take us around and
make sure we had what we needed. She is
an amazing lady, and has been an angel in my life, as a professional colleague
and as a friend.
L to R: Jason, Desiree, Maxine, Cindy & Taylor |
We
rented a mini-van that would serve as our home for up to 60 hours, as we
crossed the island. It had a lot of
room, and we needed to stock up with supplies.
We made a trip to Wal-Mart and loaded up with water, fruit, carbs,
juice, potato chips, jerky, mountain dew, and tons of other well preserved
foods. When we left that shopping trip,
I felt uneasy as I saw so many “junk carbs” and food that could cause sharp
insulin spikes and crashes.
Survival shopping: Food, water & first aid supplies |
Next,
we headed to packet pick-up to get our race bib, and race information from
Luigi and his team. We were greeted with
huge hugs, warm smiles and a feeling of family.
At that point it hit me that it was really going to happen, and it was
time to perform. Nerves set in. I realized that I had dragged 3 people with
me to an Island in the middle of the Caribbean, we had been executing a plan to
adventure across an island to do something nobody had done before. We did not know what lay ahead of us, or what
we would encounter. This was truly an
expedition. The other thing that hit me
for a moment, was that this team was relying on me as their runner to get the
job done. There was no option other than
finishing. I knew it was going to
hurt. I knew that there would be times
when I would want to quit. I knew that
there would be problems that we never anticipated and we would need to work
through them. I knew there would be
times when tempers would be short, and we would need to re-group as a team so
we did not disintegrate. There was a
moment of panic. When I realized what
was happening in my head, I chose to think positive. I began thinking about the beauty of the
island that I knew we would see. I
thought about all the friends we would make along the way. I thought about the times I knew we would
have when I would be humbled to see this team of people working together for
only one purpose – to get us to the finish, 185 miles from the start. I thought of how our lives would forever be
changed as a result of embarking on the journey together. I thought of how we would reminisce with
smiles on our faces, years in the future, talking to people about the adventure
we undertook one crazy January in 2015.
How people would stare in disbelief thinking that a human
could not do what was being described; but the team would know that it can be
done, and that anybody could do it as long as they committed to making
Relentless Forward Progress. That was
all I needed to get me back on track and in a race mindset.
L to R: Desiree, Roberto, Jason, Jose & Rene |
L to R: Jason, Jose & Lidia |
Some
of my closest team members from GE had organized a dinner 2 days before the
race. I remember walking into the
restaurant, and sharing smiles, hugs and embraces with my Puerto Rican
family. It was like it was just
yesterday when I had left – that was 5 years ago. We ate, celebrated, caught up and
laughed. It was a wonderful moment for
me. I was at Peace and Content. I love these people. Some of my friends offered to come out and
help me run in the night, when it became dark.
I welcomed them and their help. A
day before I arrived in Puerto Rico, a reporter from the local paper had called
me and we talked for a bit. Little did I
know that he would write a 2 page article in El Nuevo Dia to celebrate the
event and the fact that a Blind Man would attempt to run the island to help
children.
On
the day before the race, we did probably the most important work of the entire
trip. We went to San Jorge Children’s
Foundation, the non-profit beneficiary of the event, to learn more about the
organization and life-saving work that they do.
The Foundation was created over 2 decades ago in order to subsidize
Medicaid families deductibles for cancer and malformation surgeries and
treatments. As it turns out, we learned
that these deductibles were preventing Medicaid families from having their
children treated for severe conditions.
The San Jorge Children’s Foundation was formed as a result and their
work currently supports and impacts 1,100 children on an annual basis. We met with Juan Soto, a Director with the
Foundation, who spent well over 2 hours with us. We also met multiple staff members and we
could feel how special this organization is.
Their work is lifesaving , and donations can be made at: http://www.razoo.com/story/Puerto-Rico-150-Miles-Endurance-Run-Coast-To-Coast/mobile
It
was the night before the race, and as usual it was difficult to get any
sleep. I did my best to keep still,
lying on my back, crossing my hands on my belly and concentrating on breathing. Some of my enlightened friends call this
meditation, I think. As it turns out, I
was able to get about 4 hours of sleep.
I had to wake up at 2 am in order to get ready, meet a group to follow
to the start, which was an hour away. I
did my race day ritual of a shower with Thunderstruck (AC/DC), Right Now (Van
Halen) and Lunatic Fringe (Red Rider) playing in the background. That always gets me in the right state of
mind to take on any challenge. Our van
was loaded, and Desiree took us to the meeting point. I road with Desiree to thank her and let her
know how much I appreciated her friendship.
She would be taking a business trip and I would not see her before we
left the island. We arrived at the
meeting point for the racers at San Jorge Children’s Hospital in San Juan. I jumped out of the van and went to visit
with other racers. I met some wonderful
people. One person in particular stood
out – a German man with a very nice disposition, Kai Griebenow. He was so gracious and offered to help me as
I tried to find my crew in the dark. He
obviously knew of my visual impairment and took positive action to help me
without me asking. I was so touched and
appreciative. Kai has a BIG HEART, and I
learned more about this during my trip on the island. Finally, it was time for the Caravan to head
to Roosevelt Roads, the Eastern-most point of the island and an abandoned US
Naval Base. After an hour of driving, we
reached the starting area. There was a
small two lane road heading into the Base.
There were a lot of cars, some confusion and a lot of excitement in the
air. Along with the 185 mile race, there
was a 50 mile race, a 50k race and a 50 mile relay event. Only the 185 mile racers would get to enter
the base. Our van entered the Base,
passing armed US military personnel.
With Charlie @ start |
Once inside, I met the other runners – Joe Fejes (American Record Holder
for 6 days @ 580ish miles),th Charlie Engle (ultra-beast and Sahara Desert crosser), Jared Fetteroff (26 year old phenom who would complete his 26th 100+ miler with this race), Luigi Dessy (Puerto Rican Ultra-Athlete, Badwater
finisher with multiple 100+ mile finishes), “Bacho” Vega (Puerto Rican Beast
via Arizona who had run the Javelina Jundred a few months earlier when I was
there), Antonio Borques (Puerto Rican Ultra-Athlete who had completed a North
to South crossing of Puerto Rico) and Luis “Vini” Lopez (Puerto Rican prodigy
triathlete & runner). It was an
amazing feeling to be in the presence of all these athletes who had such
amazing accomplishments. You could sense
each runner was in a different state of mind.
I happened into Charlie Engle, probably the greatest conversationalist
I’ve met to date. That guy can talk
about anything, and make it interesting.
Turns out he and his wife live a stone’s throw away from Taylor’s (on my
crew) hometown – small world. Soon we
were instructed to get into our vans to drive deep into the base so we could
get to the ocean. We ended up getting
lost a couple times, making u-turns and eventually finding our way to a jeep
road with deep vegetation growth on both sides of our van. I heard doors opening and people saying, “Is
this the start?” I got out of the van
and tripped – it was pitch black. I took
that opportunity to do my last “pre-race pit stop”. I walked to where the runners had
assembled. It turns out we had to hike
down a dirt path a hundred yards or so, then scramble down a steep pitch to get
to the ocean. All the runners took a picture before the adventure began.
We
walked into the darkness with me holding Taylor's arm as I could see nothing. My plan was to stay with Luigi as long as I
could, as he knew the course. When it
became time to scramble down the steep pitch to the ocean, Luigi said, “Jason,
you don’t have to go down. You can start
from here.” He was concerned about
whether I could safely make it down the pitch given my eyesight. I quickly said, “F--+ No! I will start with everybody else.” Luigi laughed and said, “You’re my kinda
guy.” We scrambled, and slid on our
butts to the ocean. I heard the ocean
lapping against the rocks. We took one
final picture (I wish I could get my hands on that one); then, Luigi instructed
all of us to touch the water and pick up a rock. We were instructed to carry that rock with us
across the island, and when we reached Domes Beach in Rincon, we were to cast
that rock into the sea as a ritual of closure of our journey. I picked up a rock and put it into my
pack. At 6:18 am Atlantic Standard Time,
we began our journey to cross the island.
Climb from the ocean with the sunrise flirting. Jared leads the way. |
The
adrenaline was amazing. We climbed up
the pitch and began running on the jeep road.
We got turned around a couple times, and the sky began to lighten
up. I was thankful for the sun, as I
could begin to run independently.
Taylor, my crew member, did a great job of guiding me and calling out
terrain and trail obstacles. Once we got
to the pavement (about 200 yards into the race), the obstacles were potholes
and puddles. I was very careful to avoid
getting my feet wet as I realized they would not dry out with the humidity and
blistering could be a major problem.
When the sun rose, we were all trotting together. I could see Fejes and Fetteroff towards the
front. I was just behind, and listening,
to Charlie. At all times I had Luigi in
my sights. After about 4 miles the sun
was up and we were at the entrance of Roosevelt Roads. My Mom was driving our van, which I was
following. She abruptly stopped to avoid
a pedestrian crossing in front of the van.
I was directly behind the van chatting with Charlie, did not see the van
stop and ran into the van. Charlie
looked at me in disbelief, and I told him it was true that I didn’t see
well. We laughed and continued on.
The pack is together, but not for long. Amazing group of runners. |
The
first 10 miles or so were nice warm-up miles.
The road was flat. The
temperature was cool – relatively speaking.
You could hear birds, coquis (indigenous frogs about the size of the
last tarsal of your pinky finger that chirp “Ko-Kee”), and the sound of runners
breathing. I was trying to keep to 10
minute miles….no faster. While talking
with Charlie, I had learned that he and his wife had gotten engaged in El
Yunque (a beautiful rainforest) the year prior.
Apparently, that was one of the reasons for changing the route to add an
extra 20 miles this year – so the race could go through El Yunque. I looked at this man, who did not have a
typical runner’s physique. Charlie is a
fairly “big man”, looking to be 180-190 lbs and approaching 6’0” tall. I watched him run, and it was not graceful,
but it was steady and consistent. He
just moved forward, relentlessly. He
talked a lot about adventures, racing Badwater, sharing race strategy, how he
liked to be in the middle to the back early on, then close the gap through
consistency in motion. Suddenly, his
crew car came to the side, he had to change shirts because he was soaked. As he took off his shirt, I saw his back and
it was rippled with muscle. He put on
another shirt quickly and continued his methodical movement of running. He talked a lot about his new bride, and
bragged about her many accomplishments and life experiences. I remember thinking, these two were made for
each other.
The
next runner I shared miles with was Bacho Vega, a Puerto Rican who lived in
Arizona. He is one of the nicest people
you will ever meet. We connected almost
instantly as he told me why he chose to have his race number be 188. He has a very close connection with Autism,
and a recent diagnostic rate of Autism in the general population was 1 in 88
children were being born with Autism. My
son has Autism. We talked about life,
children and how wonderful it was to be back in Puerto Rico. He too was a consistent and steady
runner.
#188 Bacho Vega |
After
about 10 miles, we entered El Yunque Rain Forest. That meant increased humidity and
climbing/descending would begin. I
promised myself I would power-hike the climbs and run the flats and descents,
when I was able. So my plan began, I
walked the first hill and thought to myself, “how on earth am I going to make
it on foot across this island?” Then, I
answered myself out loud, “one step at a time”, and I smiled. The rainforest was beautiful, but held about
10 miles of small steeps and descents.
We went through the Puerto Rican Parrot Sanctuary, where no sounds were
to be made - - - I think we may have broken the rule on a couple occasions. Never saw a parrot, but I know the endangered
bird lives there.
Feeling the heat and humidity |
During
this part of the adventure, my crew would hand me fresh bottles of ice water
and follow me with about 20’ between us.
I was being tracked like a wild animal.
It was different than all the other races I had participated in. Whenever I needed anything, they were
there. The first real aid station was at
about mile 30, after exiting El Yunque and returning to flat land. I stopped there to change clothes as I was
sopping wet from the humidity and light rain that we experienced in El Yunque. I didn’t want wet clothes that would chaffe
me, or wet socks and shoes that could cause blisters. After changing clothes, I realized that some
of my crew was moving at a very leisurely pace.
I began getting nervous, and was concerned that they didn’t understand
there was a timed cut-off and we needed to always be moving with purpose. For the duration of the race, everybody
needed to be “ON”. This was not a
vacation to the Caribbean, this was a mission and we all needed to have the
same mindset to get the job done. I
tried a quick pep talk, although I’m not sure I communicated what I was feeling
well.
We
took off again, and I immediately was lost.
The course was marked on the pavement with paint. I was having trouble seeing the markings, and
my Mom/Crew was behind me in traffic. I
was forced to stop several times and wait for them to catch up so I would know
where to go for the route. This was a
little frustrating, but I realized it was just one of many challenges that
would be faced. I would need to summon
all of my patience and use it well to keep my mind positive and clear. The day had heated up and the sun was soon
beating on us. The temperature was in
the low 90s and we were heading to the ocean.
Humidity was at 70-80 percent. I
knew that although the course was flat, the next 25 miles would be hot and
humid. My strategy became to stay as
cool as possible and run easy. I dawned
a white hat with a draped neck protector, and I grabbed an umbrella from our
van. When I had no shade, I ran with the
open umbrella to help prevent sun stroke.
I also loaded my hat with ice to help my body keep cool. We applied sun screen often and I was having
a great time.
This
part of the course was the route I used to ride with my friend, Alex “Jorge” Argueta,
when I used to train for triathlons.
Never did I imagine I would run the distance. As I took inventory of my body, everything
felt great. I was at about 45 miles and
running along the ocean. I saw people on
the beach sunning themselves, drinking beers and having a wonderful time at the
beach. It was a great feeling to be back
in Puerto Rico. Soon I was in Pinones, a
small beach town adjacent to the airport.
I loved this town, as every weekend it was one giant party. This Saturday would be no different. The small two-way street that goes through
the town was packed with cars. Everybody
was laughing. Music was loud, and the
smell of fried empanadas and accapuria were in the air. I could see people drinking Cuba Libres (Rum
& Cokes), and I longed for one – just like the old days. Soon I was past this party haven and into the
streets of Carolina. I was distracted
with the scenery and stepped into a puddle of water – OH NO!!! “Be careful with the blisters”, I thought to
myself. Quickly, I let my Mom know what
happened and that we needed to do a sock and shoe change. I sent them ahead and we agreed to meet in
front of the beachfront building where I lived for my last year on the island –
Surfside Mansions. As I approached my
old abode, I looked feverishly for my Mom.
She was nowhere to be found. I
didn’t know whether she was lost, didn’t remember where I lived, or if
something had happened. I ended up
running by the place we were supposed to meet and growing even more concerned
with my wet feet. Soon I happened upon
Luigi. I told him what had happened and
asked if he had a phone. He helped me
get a phone to call my Mom. It turns out
they were parked on the other side of the street from where I was looking for
them. I was really disappointed and
frustrated with myself. That missed
opportunity was to be blamed on my eyesight.
I was looking for them, but in scanning the environment I must have not
scanned enough and they remained in my blind-spots. I knew I could not despair and had to
continue moving forward. I had about 7
more miles to go to the finish line for the 50 mile race, where I knew there
was a big aid station. I asked my Mom to
meet me there and told myself I would not blister. I decided to will myself to not blister. I simply told my feet that they will not
blister.
With the AMAZING Luigi Dessy….a high moment of the adventure |
I
ran with Luigi and talked with him. It
was wonderful to be with him. I felt so
comfortable with him, and really enjoyed his company. He led the entire way to the 50 mile finish
and we crossed that line together. When
we arrived, I found my colleagues from GE and my youngest daughter’s Godparents
& family (The San Miguel and Ortiz families) had come out to cheer us
on. It was an AWESOME feeling. I also saw Kai and other runners in the 50
mile event. We took pictures, talked and
ate. I knew that night time would be
coming soon, so we did a change of clothes, iced feet and knees, and changed
socks and shoes. My Aunt Maxine worked
on my feet, massaging them, and doing some preventative taping of toes where
hot spots were beginning to appear. After
some more pics with a lot of folks, it was time to get going again.
With 50 mile finishers Kai Griebenow, Javier Ramirez and his daughter |
Elevating feet, icing knees, clothes change & nutrition before nightfall |
With the San Miguel Family . . . my family in Puerto Rico! |
At this point, I was provided with a police
escort, and a colleague and his wife – Rene Cuello and Maureen Carrasquero –
joined our caravan to help me out. I ran
in between two police cars with my crew following and Rene and Maureen
close. I was running by myself and felt
like a celebrity. Cars would pass us
cheering us on. Some would be yelling –
“Animo! Animo! Animo!” (meaning You are an Animal!). Past 50 miles,
there were only 8 runners who would continue for the next 135 miles. When it got too dark
for me to see the lines, I asked for Maureen to run with me. She and Rene ended up taking turns help me,
and when one became tired, the other would relieve the other. I also had my former neighbor, Sarimar “Sari”
San Miguel, join in the rotation. Her
plan was to stay with us until 11 pm, then her brother, Francisco “Pancho” San
Miguel, would go through the night with us.
Sari also jumped into the rotation – she would stay with me for long
stretches at a time as she is a marathoner.
Soon we were out of San Juan and nearing mile 70. I knew that the torturous section of the
journey was about to begin – 80 miles of mountains. An unending section of climbing and descending. I thought I was in 6th place at
this point. I knew there were 3 out in
front, and the rest of us were relatively close to one another.
I
used my strategy to power-hike the hills, run the flats and downhills. Soon I saw Luigi pass me. I didn’t know where his crew was, and he
looked to be fairly serious. This was a
look I hadn’t seen before. It worried
me. Soon we were at the beautiful Puente
Colgante (the Hanging Bridge). It was
too dark for me to take in the full beauty of the bridge, but I could see faint
images of lines going into the air, and I remembered the picture of the bridge
on the Puerto Rico 150+ website.
I also knew that this meant we were heading into the mountains. I had been eating parts of a sub-sandwich, oranges, potato chips and snacks. The majority of my calories had been from drinking Perpetuem. I had drank 7 bottles (3,500 calories) over the first 12 hours. My stomach was not feeling that great. I was urinating regularly and the color was OK. If you fail to urinate, you are dehydrated and bad things happen. If your urine becomes brown or red, it means you could have big trouble with internal bleeding or kidney malfunction. Hence, that’s the reason you always check urine frequency and color in long distance ultra-events.
As
we headed into the hills, I noticed that we passed a bunch of cars and a runner
on a cot. I stopped running and asked
who it was. I was told it was Vini, the
young Puerto Rican triathlete prodigy.
His crew was helping him and he was covered up. He was taking a rest and going to try to get
some sleep. I went to him, told him he
was strong, rubbed his head and wished him luck. He had a big smile and I knew he would be up
again and running soon.
The
temperature had cooled and the humidity lessened as we entered the
mountains. I thought to myself, I have
survived. My goal was to get to the
mountains feeling “fresh” (relatively speaking). I felt good, legs were strong and spirits
were high. My stomach was doing back
flips, but I knew that would work itself out after a few pit stops. Most of that night is a blur. I just remember making Relentless Forward
Progress. Once and awhile, I would stop,
lay on my back and elevate my feet. I
have noticed that in many 100 milers, my feet are in dire pain at the end of
the trek. During a 72 hour race one
time, I asked a woman who set a record for grand-masters, how she prevented
excruciating foot pain. She told me
every chance she got, she elevated her feet and let them “drain”. As you run, blood and fluid pools in your
feet as a result of gravity. Over time,
this can become extremely painful. I
have taken her advice in the past few 100 mile events I have ran, and it
works. I can stave off excruciating foot
pain by elevating my feet for 5 minute periods every 10-15 miles. I look weird, but I am able to run and run
pain free in later stages of races now.
Night running with my PrincetonTec APEX Rechargeable headlamp |
We
had gotten to mile 94 and it was 4:37 am.
I was trying desperately to get to 100 miles in 24 hours. It was lightly misting for the past couple
hours, and Francisco “Pancho” San Miguel was driving. My Mom and Aunt were trying to get some
sleep. Pancho drove and Taylor was
shot-gun. They were caring for my needs
as we moved forward through the night.
At mile 94 it began to do more than mist, it was all out raining. I screamed, “PANCHO!!!!!” He pulled off the road and stopped the
van. Our police escort followed us off
the road. I jumped into the back of the
van on top of coolers and luggage. I
found a blanket and told them that I was going to try to sleep. Their instructions were to wake me in 1.5
hours. It seemed like I barely shut my
eyes and Pancho was saying, “Jason, it’s been an hour and a half.” I heard his voice and felt refreshed. I found some dry shoes and socks, got some
water and a banana and we were moving again.
I felt brand new. It was still
dark and I knew that when I saw the sun rise I would feel even stronger.
When
the sun finally peeked above the horizon, it was hidden by clouds and fog. I played “Here comes the sun” by the Beatles,
on my iPod. I felt good, but there were
A LOT of climbs. I just couldn’t get any
momentum. Pancho was talking with our
police escort at one of our stops and he told us that 3 of the 8 runners had
dropped out during the night. The news
almost stopped me in my tracks. I did
not know who had dropped, or if they were OK.
Upon asking more questions, we learned that Luigi had dropped for safety
reasons as he was excreting blood. Luigi
had been marking the course the day before, performing Race Director duties for
the 2 weeks prior, and had opportunities with his crew. Next, we learned that Antonio had dropped,
although we never fully understood what happened – we did know that he was safe
and sound. Finally, we were told that
Charlie had dropped due to extreme blistering.
Apparently, Charlie was trying to push through the night in the rain and
had not done enough sock and shoe changes.
As a result, his blistering became severe and stopped him. With that news, I was concerned, very
concerned. 2 of the strongest runners
had succumbed to The Kraken. I did not know how the other runners were
doing, although we would hear periodically that Fejes and Fetteroff were duking
it out. I decided that the mountains and
The Kraken deserved my utmost
respect. I advised my crew that I was
going to power-hike them. I was averaging
16 minute miles as we approached Cerro Punta, Puerto Rico’s highest point at
4,390 feet. It seemed like we would
never arrive. The mountains also began
to heat up and I again found myself with ice in my hat and my trusty
umbrella. At around noon, we finally
reached the base of Cerro Punta.
Pancho’s parents were meeting us there to pick him up and bring us rice
and beans. I had discovered, that this
was my new super food for running. It
had a ton of carbs and protein. My body
loved it, and I was feeling good by eating it.
At
the base of Cerro Punta, we met Luigi and Juan Soto of the San Jorge Children’s
Foundation. I was extremely impressed
that Juan had taken his Saturday to trek out to the middle of the island to
support our efforts. We all climbed
Cerro Punta together. We talked of
races, life and we laughed. Given the
steepness of the climb, I was surprised I was able to talk. Finally, we reached the base of some stairs,
then after about 1 minute we were at the highest point in Puerto Rico. It was beautiful. On a clear day you can see the ocean to the
north and the ocean on the South side of the island.
With Luigi Dessy, Taylor Shain and Juan Soto (taking this picture) atop Cerro Punta, the highest peak in Puerto Rico |
I
shared some words & hugs, then, I decided it was time to continue moving
forward. I made the descent, picked up
my umbrella and a fresh water bottle, then I was shuffling downhill. Finally, there was relief from the big
climbs. Any climbs that we encountered
were not like what we had been met with previously. They were short, quick climbs. Mostly we were going downhill. My feet were aching horribly. I had felt my toes rubbing the front of my
shoes and blisters beginning to form.
Finally, I asked the van to pull over . . . my feet needed relief. I remember seeing Joe Fejes at Across the
Years when he cut the toe box off his shoes.
I remember my mom telling me that my Uncle Ted Epstein used to do the
same to relieve pressure. I also
remembered talking to Joe Fejes at the beginning of this race and him saying
that was the first thing he does when he gets a new pair of shoes – cuts the
toe box off. I decided it was time for
surgery. I got a sharpie and drew a line
across the toe box. I needed to have my
toes freed, and no pressure on my pinky toes.
I took a razor and scissors and completed the surgical procedure. When I put the shoes on they felt different,
but comfortable. My feet were in bad
shape, and I knew if I didn’t find a good solution the last 55-60 miles would be
very ugly. We taped all of my toes; even
the ones that did not have hot spots. We
also applied tape to the soles of my feet where I was feeling friction.
That was about mile 125. I suffered through another 5 miles and I knew
things were not good. I was moving too
slow. As I did the math, I assumed I
could walk 20 minute miles for the remainder of the race and, if I was lucky, I
would get in right at the 60 hour mark.
I let my crew know of the direness of the situation. I remember being at about mile 130 with
Taylor. I think he was filming and
walking beside me. I told him that we
needed to cover at least another 20 miles, then I wanted to sleep for a couple
hours. Then, we would have 35 miles to
cover in the last 12 hours. I figured I
could walk that in with some run spurts and slide in just under the 60 hour
mark. I was in excruciating pain. My entire body hurt. I couldn’t talk anymore, and didn’t want to
talk anymore. I just needed to keep
moving forward.
My
last words to Taylor were, “we will just have to find a way.” He got back in the van and I kept
walking. I did what I always do whenever
things get tough . . . I began to pray.
I asked Jesus to help me, to ease my suffering. I began to recite my mantra, “He who believes
shall soar high on the wings of eagles, shall run and not grow weary, shall
walk and not faint” Isaah 40:31. After
about 10 minutes of this, I began to feel better. I felt like I could run again, and I
did. I started running and the pain
receded. I kept praying and reciting my
mantra. I ran faster, and faster. Soon I found myself running up hills like
they were nothing. At times, I felt like
I was sprinting and being pulled up the hills at the waist. My legs were moving effortlessly. I was monitoring my breathing carefully as I
didn’t want an adrenaline burst to unexpectedly drive my heart rate too
high. My heart rate and breathing did
not increase, however. I just ran and it
felt good. I saw the faces of my crew
and they were smiling with disbelief.
The police escort behind me would surge with me as I surged. In a 3 and a half hour time period, we had
eaten up the 20 miles we needed to cover.
I thought that was going to take us 9-10 hours and we got it done in 3 ½
hours. It was nothing short of a
miracle. That miracle took place in the
dark. I had people trying to guide me,
but they were not able to keep pace. One
of my coworkers, Lidia Acosta, came out to help me on Sunday evening. She ran hard with me for many miles. At times, Lidia was not able to keep
pace. But, she kept coming back to help
me. She would run as hard as she could
for as long as she could. Lidia brought
us some of her homemade ravioli, and boy was that GOOD!!!! I think that gave me a big boost too. It was so wonderful to know you have real
friends thousands of miles away who will help you, when you are in a very tough
spot. Lidia is an amazing woman who has
been through many things in her life, and she has always emerged from her
trials. When I look at her, I am truly
inspired. She was exactly the right
person to help me, at exactly the right time in the race. She helped to bring me back. And, I was back. I was running again, like the race had just
begun.
Finally,
it was time for Lidia to get back to San Juan for Monday morning duties. Meanwhile, I kept running for another 5
miles. I was finally out of the
mountains and on fairly flat land. It
was dark, but I was hauling. I was
putting down 8 minute miles at this late stage of the race. I would force myself to walk at times as I
did not want to burn up. I was
cautiously optimistic. I wanted to keep
running and thought my friend Bacho Vega was within striking distance. I wanted to catch him and finish with
him. I was running very hard. I believe we were on the east side of San
Sebastian when I was told that Bacho was 20 minutes ahead of me by car. That doused any thought that I had that I could
catch him soon. A triathlon group from
Rincon had sent runners to help guide me during the night. My first guide arrived and we ran about a
mile. I ducked into a parking lot so I
could use the restroom. Once I took that
break, a wave of exhaustion hit me. I
felt really bad as this guide had just arrived and I was suddenly wiped out. I remember telling my Mom that I needed to
sleep, immediately. My police escort
said I could sleep in the back of his car.
My Mom and Aunt put ice wraps on my feet and I passed out. I remember that the officer turned the A/C on
high. I was freezing, but I didn’t
care. I was off my feet and I was
getting a chance to rest. I had
instructed my crew that I could sleep no more than 2 hours. Again, I barely closed my eyes, and then my
Mom was opening the door and telling me it had been 2 hours. I put fresh socks on and dry footbeds into my
toeless shoes. I also put on a fresh
shirt and some cologne – I STUNK! When I
stood up, I knew I could get the job done.
I only had 30 miles to go and about 14 hours to get the job done.
I
had two carloads of guides who were triathletes. The leader of this group was Aurora – I never
got her last name. It was dark and I
could not see faces. I just remember how
nice everybody was to me. I would be
running as hard as I could, and there would be a person next to me telling me
to move left or right to avoid potholes and puddles. I remember one lady name Crystal. She had her hat on backward, came to my side
and said, “My name is Crystal. I’m going
to stay with you until the end. You are
doing good.” In my heart, I had a HUGE
SMILE. On the outside, I think I said,
“I don’t want to talk.” I was so happy
these people were with me. I would run
for awhile, then another would jump in and relieve that guide. We were moving fast. I heard my Mom say, “he’s running too
fast. He’s going to burn himself
out.” That thought had crossed my mind
as well; however, I put it all in God’s hands and just kept praying. I turned off my iPod so I could focus on my
mantra and keep praying. I walked the
hills, even the slight hills. When it
flattened, or was downhill . . . I felt like a sprinting gazelle being chased
by a lioness.
The
third sunrise came and we were only 10 miles from the finish. We had cleared another 20 miles in close to 3
½ hours. The sun was rising, and I again
played “Here comes the sun” by the Beatles.
Sunrise always brings new energy in ultras. For me, it also brings back my sight. For me, the night time can be mental torture
constantly reminding me that I am heading into darkness. Little by little, retinitis pigmentosa is
robbing my eyes of sight. I counter that
with my growing my Faith, heart and will-power.
When the sun comes up, it is like my sight has been restored. For some reason, the lows of darkness in
Puerto Rico were not as deep as I’ve experienced in most ultras. I didn’t get that down when it was dark. I wasn’t reminded that much of my ailing
sight. But, when that sun came up, I was
as happy as a dog with two tails.
Those
last 10 miles soon became 5. And as the
sun rose into its blistering burning ball of torment. I knew that at most I would have to battle The Kraken for a little over an
hour. I had plenty of time to walk it
in; however, I wanted to run as much as I could. Soon, Luigi came to my side. A Race Director who actually finishes the
race alongside you?!?!?!?! This was
AWESOME!!! Finally, those last 5 miles
were whittled down to 2 miles and I was in Rincon. All I needed to do was make my way to the
lighthouse and touch the door. There
were throngs of people running alongside me.
Police sirens were deafening, with their lights flashing and blazing. Over the loudspeaker they would play “We are
the champions” and “Eye of the tiger”.
It was like a scene from a movie, and I was the star. There were a couple times that I started
crying as I was running. I was
overwhelmed with what we had almost done.
As I write recounting this now, I am losing breath and feeling that same
joy. Soon, I saw Kai – the German man I
had met before we caravanned out to the start line. I learned that he is a professor at the
University of Puerto Rico and he has graduated13 PhD candidates. He said that he drove all the way to Rincon
to see me finish and run in with me. I
was “awe-struck”, and still am. Kai is
my man!
L to R: Kai, Alberto, Crystal, Me & Luigi entering Rincon |
Soon
2 miles was down to 1 and it was almost over.
I was sad and glad at the same time.
Crystal was still there, at my side.
So were a bunch of Rincon triathletes – my faithful guides who brought
me out of the darkness and into the light.
Who stayed with me to ensure I would have whatever I needed. I remember looking at my Mom, Aunt Maxine and
Taylor in the van. They were all smiling
from ear to ear. We all knew that we had
done something extremely special. It was
about to happen. We turned a final
corner and we were on the final approach to the lighthouse. Luigi’s wife, Glenda, and the co-race
directors, Efrain and Liz were at the lighthouse parking lot. I had my mom park the van and I waited for
everybody to exit. I got the rock out of
my pack that I had picked up at the start.
My Mom and I hugged. My Aunt
Maxine and I hugged. I made Taylor put
away his camera and we hugged. We all
walked 20 feet through the parking lot to the lighthouse steps, smiling from
ear to ear. Crystal brought me what I
had asked for 20 miles prior – a Cuba Libre with Don Q Cristal and Diet
Pepsi. I was happy. I walked to the door of the lighthouse. I knelt and thanked God for giving me the
strength to finish the race, for my crew, for my children, for my girlfriend
Donnamarie and her children, for Luigi, for Kai, for all my friends in Puerto Rico who had guided me and supported me, for all the police who had
kept us safe, for all of the people along the way who honked horns and cheered,
for the San Jorge Children’s Foundation, and for all children who are suffering
and need help. After praying, I raised
myself, walked to the door and touched it!
Thanking God |
Luigi
and I walked a few yards to Domes Beach, the Westernmost point of the island, and we returned the rock I had taken from Roosevelt Roads, the Easternmost point of the island.. It was done. We
had defeated The Kraken.
Pictured with Luigi and my Mom…..completing a journey of a lifetime across Mi Isla del Encanto! |
Jason Romero is a highly sought after inspirational speaker and the 1st and only blind person to run across America. Jason is a member of the US Paralympic Team, holds 11 world records in ultra-running, a former attorney and business executive, and a single father of 3 children. More information can be found on Jason at www.relentlessromero.com.
Great job Jason sounds like an amazing adventure with amazing people!
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That about sums it up! : )
I am so awe inspired by all your accomplishments as an athlete and man, but I am most impressed with how you show up in life, with grace and humility, despite the daily challenges that life throws your way. Congratulations!
ReplyDeleteThanks for the kind words Adam. You are the living epitome of humility and grace . . . as I witness your work with children, I am left speechless. "You find yourself when you lose yourself in the service of others."
DeleteNice work there Jason. Great report as well. Looking forward to running with you at Badwater this Summer.
ReplyDeleteThanks to you Ed for all your inspiration. Knowing that we (the running community) have you to turn to for advice, inspiration and encouragement is more than you will ever know. I am a proud member of the Jester Nation. Badwater will be another great adventure, and I look forward to sharing it with a friend as solid as you.
DeleteSharing your quotes of inspiration:
"I advise you to say your dream is possible and then overcome all inconveniences, ignore all the hassles and take a running leap through the hoop, even if it is in flames."
Les Brown
“Far better it is to dare mighty things, to win glorious triumphs, even though checkered by failure, than to take rank with those poor spirits who neither enjoy much nor suffer much, because they live in the gray twilight that knows not victory nor defeat.”
Theodore Roosevelt
"Press on - nothing in the world can take the place of persistence. Talent will not; nothing is more common than unsuccessful men with talent. Genius will not; unrewarded genius is almost a proverb. Education alone will not; the world is full of educated derelicts. Persistence and determination alone has unlimited potential."
Calvin Coolidge
Jason thanks for this amazing story of your experience! Thanks for being so humble and always appreciate little details and for being so grateful always...It is an honor and a pleasure to be around you and be able to call you friend. I wish you can move back to PR we need you! Much love and my best wishes for you always!!!
ReplyDeleteTruly remarkable. As I was reading your race report, I felt deeply into the journey through every single detail. Tears running down my cheeks and emotion. Felt a sense of relief with all of the great support that you received during this tough of a monster race. And all it took for you to complete the mission. With God all things are possible. The mind is a powerful thing. You are living proof of that. I hope to meet you one day. Best of wishes to you in your future endeavors and running adventures. May God bless you always.
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